Wello..wello wa..

Its been sometime since i last update this blog.. lets see... celebrated my bday wif e gang at NY NY and kboxing last wk.. its been such a long time since we went singing n i kinda enjoyed it.. and her too.. who gave me a little surprise on my bday..i really aprreciate that..

fast forward to yesterday.. went out wif e gang for dinner.. it was a last min one which wl organised.. n i must say it was quite successful.. after that we headed out to e arcade for some games.. seriously, i think i am slowly getting addicted to shooting games.. ha.. e latest Time Crisis 4 was fun but super hard to play.. we cant even pass stage 1 after a couple of tries. hai.. then i rmb this incident.. there was this drumset game and there was 6 different things we have to hit.. so we grouped among ourselves where each one of us would be incharge of hitting one particular thingy.. pye took e stepping thingy n e song we choose start has so many steps to be hit.. n he juz keep stepping.. was really lame... e worse was.. we got ourselves GAME OVER after like 20seconds.. haha.. 6 persons taking a drumset also cannot make it.. ai.. dun know how to say.. but was really a funny sight.

After that, i took them to e Tong Shui Cafe for some drinks.. this place bring back memories... n i was putting some bets for Spurs... well.. didnt caught e whole match but spurs lost.. and my $$$ down e drain.. =(

Looks like we gang's gonna meet up again next sat for some prata session... will we be making a gang shirt? ha.. suddenly i realised that our gang is quite active these days.. meeting up really often.. kinda like those sec sch days.. where we meet almost every saty for bball.. but now we are almost ending our teenage lifes.. getting older.. its amazing that we are still in contact..

As for my driving course.. its getting stressful.. my parking seriously cannot make it.. ha.. but ever since i started driving.. e urge to drive a civilian car becomes stronger.. these days i would find myself looking at cars while on e streets.. am already thinking wat kind of cars i would love to drive.. ha.. but somehow, it still a long way to go... if my dreams comes true.. let's get a MPV together someday..

touched by an angel..

Yesterday was e 2nd time i've book out this week.. and i am so glad to get out of there.. been driving the land rover for the past few days.. and had an accessment yesterday to see if i could be able to drive on e public road next week.. it was a totally horrible driving..i've never driven so badly since i started e lessons... i had difficulties wif gears changing.. nv stop at stop lines.. totally reckless... haha.. and i was scolded by e tester from e beginning to e end.. i deserved it though.. his endless rants doesnt help as i got even more stress.. I dun deserve to pass at all i thought.. at the end of the accessment, he called my trainer.. and i guess he helped me pass as my trainer knows i am quite gan jiong but i can drive.. maybe not really good but at least can make it la..

So.. i am off to e public rd on e coming week.. so happy.. but i really need to improve.. or else i will disappoint not only myself.. but my trainer too... I approached him after e test and apologised.. i felt really bad.. for he was a nice instructor.. never scold me and correct my mistakes along e way.. unlike many unders who fucked their trainees so bad.. He even offered to send me home after e lessons.. I was really touched..

Despite spending juz a few days of stay in.. i felt very shag.. its really tiring to drive having to spend e whole day doing driving , lessons, parking.. non-stop.. next week will be more xiong as there will be no more holidays coming up and it will be 5/1/2 days week for me till i book out.. I wanna pass this course n go back my unit to drive.. I wan e civilian driving licence when i ORD..

And after e book out yesterday.. went for a mahjong session wif Edwin , Ah long at Bk's place.. its been some time since we met.. but we spent more time talking abt army then mahjong.. haha.. they are going to enlist soon wif Edwin going to for e PTP first.. BMT was fun.. probably an experience that a guy will never forget for e rest of his lifes.. after spending some time there, i head out to Bugis Village.. meeting up wif bs and wj, who was looking for a jacket and a shirt.. well.. wj definitely shops faster than me as he manage to get his stuffs in maybe under 1 hours while i spent almost 3 hours looking for a shirt e other time.. haha.. but e jacket was nice..

then.. we went City Hall to meet up wif pie as we are going to watch e fireworks.. Halfway, we saw Chung Yee, who seems very happy to see us.. esp bs.. hahaha.. then wj left for his bday celebrations while bs and me went to meet up wif pie..

Basically e whole place was packed and we had difficulty finding a place to eat.. pie even brought cookies.. but... its not for us lor.. but someone special... finally settled at LJS.. and sprouting lots of nonsense along e way to e marina park.. we spend like 1 hours standing and talking while waiting for e fireworks.. as time passes.. we find ourselves slowly getting more spaced out.. then e fireworks came and it was really impressive.. somehow i wished someone was there to watch it.. doesnt have to be wif me.. but its kinda a pity to miss something so beautiful..

Then we went to meet up wif qiu gui where pie finally gets to give her e cookies wif love... and in return.. she gave him tissue paper and wrappings.. diao.. but i am happy for him as he was so happy e whole day.. haha.. then.. we saw wc and elmina as we headed to city hall.. was really qiao to see so many ppl a day..they are such a cute couple lor.. haha..

It was a great weekend afterall!

national day

guess i am still suffering from e hangover e previous day out wif e gang where we spent e whole nite around town area.. was surprised to see so many ppl coming.. Was glad to have this outing where we saw fireworks which pie was involved in.. We watched My Super Ex Girlfriend.. was a funny show but nth else.. and spent time alot of time in Orchard.. to be honest, someway thru e outing.. i had practically lost interest..

It wasnt tireness but juz that i will most probably miss a chance to chat wif someone over msn.. though it would not be a definite that she will be online..but at least i would have felt better having tried waiting.. but i didnt.. n wif e movies ending late.. i was left wif a last resolt to juz sent an sms asking her abt sat..

I didnt expect much.. and i got e ans i didnt wan..but at least she could have made it if she was free.. yet i still felt disappointments.. i have nothing to look forward to now that e concert has ended.. not even my birthday celebrations.. but i am thankful that bs and wj are trying to celebrate for me.. i enjoy going out wif my gang.. they r e best of ppl to hang out wif..juz a simple dinner can be so fun..

i dun understand y i would feel so happy and then so down again after everytime i met her..I would miss e times spent n wonder when will e next opportunity comes again.. its tough n i would need time to recover again.. Its alway like that..

Its going to be 3 nites in STC before i am back again.. wif nothing on sat.. perhaps i should go for a walk again..till then..


" 你知道吗 ? 走了好远我才能去面对.. 这份牵挂, 沉默伤悲.. "

monday blues

Everything went as planned yesterday.. except for me missing my course today.. will be staying at home and booking in later in the evenings.. i am glad that i finally managed to make it.. n i must admit it was a great concert.. had dinner at carl's jr.. e 20% discount when paid wif nets make e whole meal really worthwhile..i was really worried thru out e whole day until i managed to contact e COS at my camp.. i guess i have been so paranoid that pie and bs must have felt very irritated at my constant rants and negative thots.. i am juz too cautious bros..

While i have decided to get flowers.. i juz couldn't have e courage to buy a bouquet..I've nv brought any flowers for a gal before and i was afraid of wat she might think.. as e saying goes.. " once bitten, twice shy. "

Though i meant it to be a gift to show my appreciation and support for her performance.. but i was scared.. n i was thinking if i could get juz a stalk of flower.. but it must look nice.. i am juz very picky..however, my eyes were fixed on a bouquet of white lilies.. after much considerations n advices from my bros and e shop auntie.. i decided to take that bouquet. i think it looked really beautiful.. n i hope she will like it..

Then pie start dashing to e concert hall as we were running late.. imagine me carry a bouquet of flowers running so fast.. it kinda like those scenes in e dramas.. We made it n so e concert begins.. it was a good experience i guess, e pieces came out well..

I managed to pass her e flowers after e concert..though i was happy to see her.. but somehow, i felt shy..acting cool and stuffs....I guess her friends were surprised when i passed her e flowers.. we left shortly.. though there was a chance to take a photo wif her.. i decided not to.. foolishness? perhaps..

E day ended wif bs and me drinking( soft drinks) and chatting e thru out e nite.. it was a great day overall =)

" i am so happy.. that u r so happy.. "

lalala....

booked out yesterday afternoon.. had lunch wif Bs at plaza then we played arcade to spend time.. been sleepin alot since course starts.. juz very tired.. guess i am still not used to stay in life.. afterall, its been 2 mths of staying out ever since POP. STC bunks are full of mosquitos.. i seen lots of bites on my arms every morning i wake up.. blood donation is very active over there.. haha

e course is quite fun though.. but is juz e ppl there.. haix.. cant stand them.. n since i was going for course alone.. its kinda hard to mix wif e ppl there who came in groups.. anyway, its going to be another short span over there be4 i book out again on National Day eve.. but there will be extra training where probably i will reach my home by 11pm or 9pm.. not sure.. i am not sure e guys are still planning to see e fireworks.. i am not going to organise though.. cos i am pretty tied down now.

i treat my course very seriously.. i wan a driving licence when i ORD.. this is e cheapest method available now.. i am not a rich guy, saving a few thousand dollars could meant being able to use it to pay off some of my future uni school fees..

I am off to see e doc soon.. dun plan to book in tonight.. i hope i dun have to... else its going to take some time before i can recover from my disappointments..

Depeche Mode - Somebody

e lyrics are below.. is that wat everyone is looking for..?

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And wont easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone wholl help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I dont want to be tied
To anyones strings
Im carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when Im asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it