guess i am still suffering from e hangover e previous day out wif e gang where we spent e whole nite around town area.. was surprised to see so many ppl coming.. Was glad to have this outing where we saw fireworks which pie was involved in.. We watched My Super Ex Girlfriend.. was a funny show but nth else.. and spent time alot of time in Orchard.. to be honest, someway thru e outing.. i had practically lost interest..
It wasnt tireness but juz that i will most probably miss a chance to chat wif someone over msn.. though it would not be a definite that she will be online..but at least i would have felt better having tried waiting.. but i didnt.. n wif e movies ending late.. i was left wif a last resolt to juz sent an sms asking her abt sat..
I didnt expect much.. and i got e ans i didnt wan..but at least she could have made it if she was free.. yet i still felt disappointments.. i have nothing to look forward to now that e concert has ended.. not even my birthday celebrations.. but i am thankful that bs and wj are trying to celebrate for me.. i enjoy going out wif my gang.. they r e best of ppl to hang out wif..juz a simple dinner can be so fun..
i dun understand y i would feel so happy and then so down again after everytime i met her..I would miss e times spent n wonder when will e next opportunity comes again.. its tough n i would need time to recover again.. Its alway like that..
Its going to be 3 nites in STC before i am back again.. wif nothing on sat.. perhaps i should go for a walk again..till then..
" 你知道吗 ? 走了好远我才能去面对.. 这份牵挂, 沉默伤悲.. "
