hmmm..

Its been a rainy saturday so far.. had breakfast wif yan this morning over at central.. .. i cant recall e last time i have had breakfast wif anyone.. it must be very long ago.. nevetheless, i was glad to meet up wif her.. its been some time since my birthday ya.. i felt kinda strange when i saw her.. somehow, i saw her smiling n i juz smiled too for no reason that i can think of.. i shld say.. its natural reaction.. i can't describe it..but i felt very happy.. it reminded me of those primary school days.. where i would find us smiling at each other for no reason too..

we settled on having macs .. n while queuing up for our meals.. there was this auntie who offered us coupons for breakfast... its kinda wierd.. we ended up rejecting her offer since wat we wanted wasn't on e coupons.. then e uncle cashier was one funny guy who keep asking her questions on wat she wants.. when its my turn.. i mispronounced hotcakes as hotdogs.. tt uncle say.." sorry we dun sell hotdogs.. " i felt kinda paiseh.. n we were laughing over it..

after e meal.. i ended taking 272 wif her... she doesnt seem to mind.. but i told her i wanted to waste some time since i was waiting for a call.. anyway shld cut my story short.. though it was juz a breakfast.. but it was enjoyable..

later in e day.. i visited my dad wif my mum at e hospital.. guess i have been a really bad son.. who doesnt even know wat's wrong wif his dad.. he's much better now.. but will be staying for a couple of days more.. my mum n dad have worked very hard to support our family.. i hope.. i really wan to give them a better live when i finished my uni..

later on, i met up wif my driver frens at PS.. n saw jy n fari + e gang over there.. did nothing over there was a total was of time ba.. n went home shortly.. i saw a minor accident off e zebra crossing.. there was this bike who stopped suddenly in front of e crossings, which resulted in e car behind having to brake suddenly.. after e motor moved.. e vehicle proceed on.. then a taxi behind failed to break n hit e car's backside.. e drivers were safe.. but e taxi's left eye was damaged ( headlights la ).. its hard to judge who's at fault.. but e important lesson to learn is e safety distance between vehicles.. had e cars kept a larger distance.. this incident could have been avoided..

this is probably e 1st time in my life that i saw a car accident rite in front of my eyes.. luckily it was a minor one.. phew..

" Smiles.. "

back..

Wow... Its been nearly one month since my last update.. nth much happened.. except for e different things i have gone thru for my driving course.. managed to finally pass e driving test after going thru alot.. now i am a licenced saf driver.. ha.. i am staying out again... leading a 8-5 life.. as i am approaching e end of my course wif juz 3 more days to go.. i cant help looking back...

its quite amazing that i am actually driving on the public road almost everyday.. i was someone who didnt understand e traffic rules.. enjoys jay walking etc etc... a nuisance to civilian drivers.. now.. i learnt.. controlling a vehicle on e road is not that easy.. it requires concentration and situational thinking.. any misjudgements u made may result in an accident wif e worst taking someone's life.. its important to drive safely and wif confidence..

Met up wif my gang yesterday.. a couple of them will be ORDing soon.. best wishes to them.. n Bs who juz completed his 2 wks confinement in tekong.. wat a difference! As we were chatting thru out e nite.. we came to realise that we lacked something.. a purpose in life.. i guess.. to me, there seems nth worth working for.. wif my life being controlled by e army now.. i felt so empty.. is there anything that i can look forward to whenever i am free ? something i can spend my time on.. something that brings me happiness.. no.. there isn't any..

I need to find a purpose soon.. I cant bear to live my life away.. like someone waiting to die..