Wow... Its been nearly one month since my last update.. nth much happened.. except for e different things i have gone thru for my driving course.. managed to finally pass e driving test after going thru alot.. now i am a licenced saf driver.. ha.. i am staying out again... leading a 8-5 life.. as i am approaching e end of my course wif juz 3 more days to go.. i cant help looking back...
its quite amazing that i am actually driving on the public road almost everyday.. i was someone who didnt understand e traffic rules.. enjoys jay walking etc etc... a nuisance to civilian drivers.. now.. i learnt.. controlling a vehicle on e road is not that easy.. it requires concentration and situational thinking.. any misjudgements u made may result in an accident wif e worst taking someone's life.. its important to drive safely and wif confidence..
Met up wif my gang yesterday.. a couple of them will be ORDing soon.. best wishes to them.. n Bs who juz completed his 2 wks confinement in tekong.. wat a difference! As we were chatting thru out e nite.. we came to realise that we lacked something.. a purpose in life.. i guess.. to me, there seems nth worth working for.. wif my life being controlled by e army now.. i felt so empty.. is there anything that i can look forward to whenever i am free ? something i can spend my time on.. something that brings me happiness.. no.. there isn't any..
I need to find a purpose soon.. I cant bear to live my life away.. like someone waiting to die..
