Went for a run just now in the late evenings. As usual, i took the same route and happened to saw a fellow driver who was booking in. Looks like the new batch of drivers will be coming back soon, perhaps by the end of the month. Which means lesser duties?
As i ran further up, I saw my former primary school which has now become a site for some private institution. It still the same old school; the one i spend six happy years studying. As i look up, i saw the slope approaching. With all my body could endure, i sped up, trying my best to overcome that imminent obstacle. Step by step, i saw myself getting closer to the goal. As i make a final dash, i ran past that finishing line and looked at my watch. 20minutes. I guess, that average. Hopefully, my timing will improve as i embark on my goal to become fitter again.
Various thoughts were going through me as i started running.There were thoughts of personal achievements, mentally, physically and emotionally.
I pretty much decided to start exercising again. I want to get fitter with a more toned body. Hopefully, i can keep to my goal and in three months time, there will be visible differences. My current vocation does not allows much time for exercising. Thus, in order to make sure i can kick start my goal, i shall start with daily walking. Taking brisk walks around the neighbourhood after dinner, going out for runs should i have a less packed detail on the next day.
Perhaps the news of one of my bro getting attached has got my thinking about bgr again. I am really happy for him and somehow surprised at the sudden outbreak of this news. But then again, I have faith in him for he is a nice guy who has a brain to match too. As for the girl, my first impression of her was quite good and i actually find the two of them compatible! So, looks like i have pretty good judgment huh! haha.
Perhaps people who read my blog will most probably know that there is someone special in my heart. Its been some time, perhaps a long time. So much so that now i only wish for her to be happy. Sometimes, i so much wish that it will be me who can make her happy. It kinda complicated i guess. Perhaps, it caring for a someone you like, but this kind of care does not translate into a boy-girl-relationship thing. Maybe its like caring for a friend you like but you cannot be with. Happiness maybe easy to write but its not something easy to possess.
Its tough when one knows that the someone special has so many problems to face, yet he couldn't do anything for her. What i should do is not thinking too much or over-think. Its pretty confusing i guess.
These days, i find myself pretty much into clothes. I am thinking of having a change in style but its not easy, for i have no idea how to start. I am thinking of getting more causal wears with simplistic designs with a little bit of formal and relaxed feel. Sounds chim? A wardrobe renovation is imminent i guess, but it will take some time. Since, money is an important factor to consider.
