after getting e tixs for e concert yesterday.. i received e notification of my driving course this afternoon and my course will commence on e 3rd of August.. I dun know wat to say.. i dun feel like typing further.. my worse fears juz came true.. i dun know wat will happen, but i know i will try means n ways to attend that concert.. even if its at e expense of malingering.. i am juz so disappointed.. after waiting for so long n even have to worry abt how to lie my way thru to attend.. how can i enjoy e concert wif so many worries? but i really hope to attend.. this could be e 1st n only time i'll get to see her performing.. i wan to support her..
army really sucks.. fucked it.. I dun know how to say this to her.. she is not supposed to know my pain..
